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my life: the chinese firedrill

no over here.. over there... no that way... ahhhh FUCK!!!!

Created on 2005-02-26 14:14:51 (#6269243), last updated 2006-03-12

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I am contemplative ... almost to the degeree that i analyze myself and my actions to unfathmable points .. i discuss far to much and attemt to rationalize away my misdeeds on a regular basis ... i am honest and when im not promply admit it as i am a growing person and my mistakes are many as most ... but i wish to learn from them ... as school has taught us if u dont learn ur history ur doomed to repeat it ... at some points its not that i havent learned but my insanity ... the one that makes me do the same damn dumb shit over and over expecting diffrent results has a stubborn way about it ... prolly just as stubborn as me ... who knows .. i love love .. i love the idea of falling in love .. its my lifes wish to affect someone so deeply that like myself there isnt a day goes by that im not thought of ... but thats my attempt to feel loved.. cause i dont ... i hate myself ... dont know why ... im a good person and i try so hard to please but alas please all and u will please none ... my legacy is a daughter who i hope to raise with the same appreciation of love and human life that i hold ... who we are and what we give is precious... small short and fleeting .. but somehow larger than we know .... please spread the love ... peace isnt just a word ...

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